so everything is almost settled on bk's side
his family has given us their blessings
the only main concern they have are
1) my parents
2) my conversion
3) our house

and it was pretty emotional for me
bk first spoke to his eldest sister while i was in another room
i joined in later telling her how we plan to tell my parents
and i CRIED!
just couldnt control the overwhelming emotions
we headed back to his place and told him mom

bk: ma, jenn and i are planning to get married next year end
ma: like finally?! next year end too long. everybody cannot wait already
bk: but we want to save up really enough for the 2 weddings
ma: true true, all ur uncles and aunties all asking when are u both tying the knot

and what was i doing? CRYING again!
hang on, i cried because his mom was crying too ok!
and she spoke her concern, and my parents were her biggest concern

now that daddy is coming back tomorrow
im really anxious about whats coming
its a kinda mixed emotions
not knowing what is heading towards us

hdb finally launched it bto at jurong west
its the perfect location for us and its within our budget
its in the middle of all his family members and near my popo too
and what it is about the flat that entice me so much?
the 3/4 length windows! though i prefer full length ones

then again, we are not settling onto anything until daddy is back

in a nutshell, im just happy that bk is staying strong and next to me through this emotional roller coaster ride.

thanks dear.